First of all, let me clarify something before I start. I am, above ALL else, Singaporean. Loud and proud. (my standard follow-up phrase) Therefore, should people decide I’m some chao ang moh or foreigner dissing a people I don’t know or am not a part of, please note that they stand corrected. Now I can begin.
It has been a long standing issue throughout my life; personal or otherwise. In social etiquette, it is rude for one to stare. Unfortunately, in an Asian country like mine, we throw that out the window. We disregard the fact that in today’s world, we are a cosmopolitan nation. Nope. What we are is an island of backward, uncouth and almost savage beasts that operate via out beastly primal instincts day to day. Myself included as much as I try not to. I have derailed from the topic I see. Back to staring. It’s bad enough when people give you the once over as if they’re approval is the “is all and end all” of your very being.
For me, my day consists of trying my utmost best not to be noticed. I’ve spent too many teenage years being the school wall paper to want anything else. I make an exception when it comes to work because THEN, it’s my job to get noticed. And I get paid for it. I pay bills and help support my family at home with it. So at all other times I’d rather blend into obscurity. Doesn’t always work that way.
I am not the only chick on this island in shorts. It gets hot here so yeah, plenty of us wear shorts. Just cuz I look different (I’m of mixed parentage and I look native American) doesn’t mean it gives anyone the right to peruse my person. It’s just not right. I’m not an exotic animal in some enclosure for your viewing pleasure. Nor is anyone else. If you have to ogle, do it in the privacy of your own home. Ok? Just stop it. It’s not gonna be easy but just the fact that you tried makes all the difference.
Oh! And just because YOU think you’re hot doesn’t mean I readily agree. So don’t breeze on by like you’re the bees knees and pop a “Hello!” and expect me to do anything else but ignore you and walk on because see-rai-ously, I’m more interested in getting to my destination than in meeting someone new. Like I said. I am wallpaper. And I like it like that.